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22 July 无题古人云：醉酒当歌，人生几何。吾颇有相同之感受。又曰：命途多舛，窃自开怀。吾亦觉此语甚妙矣。人生在世，若能不以物喜，不以己悲，则心胸开阔，烦恼思绪并飘然而去。如若达此境界者，亦可称为完人也。
近日未曾动笔，陋室亦冷冷清清，无人问津。实因近日琐事颇多，无意静心下笔泼墨，烦躁甚矣。曹丕《典论》中有语云若情意所致，则思如泉涌，文章亦水到渠成。吾虽有动笔之心，然无文章之意。静心思想，既无唏嘘感叹之事，亦缺奋笔疾书之情。故未有新作入室。然今夜清新凉爽，吾亦无心睡眠，小谐几笔，仪表近日来之感受。
近日好友与吾攀谈，论到连里结亲之事，感受颇多。吾好友之友本定于年十月成亲，此兄台与其爱人相处已三年有余，女方为上海人氏，年中成婚之事，双方之亲眷皆已点头同意，车房具已置备。然世事难料，月前，兄台欲借工作出差之机将女友接回北京，以备成亲之事，不料女方家眷竟变心转意，不欲其女离家北上，则婚姻之事亦如竹篮打水，一场空也。呜呼哉，此兄台悲痛甚深，几欲寻死，幸得亲友之助，方渡此难关。
吾闻至此时，甚为感叹，然吾友曰，比其悲者，有之。此为兄台之事虽甚悲惨，然毕竟为父母之曰命所困，而另位兄台之事，则皆为其女友而起。吾继而洗耳恭听。
此兄台家境富足，工作稳定，与其女友相处已近八年，二人亦决定年十月成婚，此兄亦已将结婚证件领取，车房置备完善，皆等婚宴喜事之到来。然前日，此兄于公主坟附近忽见其女友与另一男子勾肩搭背，行为举止甚为亲昵。其甚怒也，须臾间将那不明身份男子打于拳下。二人成婚之事亦灰飞烟灭。此兄甚悲，将结婚证撕为两半，而更惨之事，亦为此兄以后身份档案婚否一栏将变为离异，不得更改。
闻至此时，吾愤怒亦甚，几欲破口大骂此女水性杨花之情性。然静而想之，亦无甚奇怪。如今之社会骄奢淫逸之事屡见不鲜，真正之感情亦如镜中月水中花难以寻觅。想吾自身，亦曾陷入感情之泥潭无法自拔，然今闻此二位兄台悲惨之事，吾亦觉此事甚没谱也。吾觉此人生之大事，不可强求，随心随性，清静无为，顺其自然，则为上上矣。况年龄尚小，处事未深。不若顺其天成，听命运之安排，信造化之机效，遂心欲平和也。
诗曰：
青龙踏海恨别离，彩凤登天厌旧栖。
水月飞花悲泪落，天成造化念菩提。
05 July STILL LOVING YOU -- The ScorpionsSTILL LOVING YOU
Time, it needs time To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can bring back your love someday I will be there, I will be there I'll fight, babe, I'll fight To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can break down the wall someday I will be there, I will be there If we'd go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Your pride has built a wall, so strong That I can't get through Is there really no chance To start once again I'm loving you Try, baby try To trust in my love again I will be there, I will be there Love, our love Just shouldn't be thrown away I will be there, I will be there If we'd go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Your pride has built a wall, so strong That I can't get through Is there really no chance To start once again If we'd go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Yes, I've hurt your pride, and I know What you've been through You should give me a chance This can't be the end I'm still loving you I'm still loving you I need your love I'm still loving you
就像歌里所唱的，也许那到墙很坚固，我不能穿越，但是我还是会努力去尝试，去努力的去改变，因为我相信这不会是终点，this can't be the end! For I'm still loving you... 01 July You're simply Wonderful^ ^You are simply wonderful
You lift me higher than I've ever been before.
You are simply wonderful
And in my mind, You catch me every time I fall.
yes. In my mind, You catch me every time I fall.
Simply wonderful.
You're everything I need
And more...
Just one look
Could set me up for life.
That's all it took
Now I'm forever underneath the spell of you..
You are simply wonderful
You lift me higher than I've ever been before.
You are simply wonderful
And in my mind, You catch me every time I fall.
yes. In my mind, You catch me every time I fall.
Simply wonderful.
You're everything I need
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